I usually dont remember my dreams…but

I had a dream the other night…. about a woman I loved very much long ago, but left. I was in the same bed as her, when I looked over and saw her whole body was made of snakes. A nest of vipers and cobras that formed her arms, legs, torso head and even her mouth and eyes, a twisting and writhing collective of serpents. Her eyes looked at me but didnt say anything but “this is me”. Not sad, not angry, not scared or vindictive just “this is me”. I was horrified that I was within striking distance to such venomous poison, so disgusted my whole body felt like it was going to leap away without me. But for some reason I fought against it. I pressed forward and laid on top of her. The snakes immediately and viciously bite into me. Dozens on dozens of them sinking their long syringe-like fangs into my flesh. It was beyond painful. I was sinking into all that reptile flesh like quick sand, when I came out on the other side of it I had falling down into a large dark cell. And there she was again. It was some kinda of prison. Nothing in it. Not even a door. Just stone and cement. Very high above there was a barred window about the size of my hand where some light came in. She said to me “Might as well get used to it. We’re gonna be here for awhile.” All of a sudden I was very happy, knowing I was going to be there with her for a very long time.

Then I woke up in a bed by myself. I was in air conditioned hotel room. I was all alone…All alone from lack of effort.